http://xan4now.livejournal.com/ Xan's Rant - LiveJournal.com Sun, 15 Oct 2006 18:32:07 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com xan4now 10469519 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/53361408/10469519 http://xan4now.livejournal.com/ 78 100 http://xan4now.livejournal.com/490.html Sun, 15 Oct 2006 18:32:07 GMT http://xan4now.livejournal.com/490.html Well, here I am ~ on the edge of that precipice. Ready to jump. No longer lurking. Actually writing something. Feels alot like getting nekkid in public and if you know me, you realize how highly unlikely that is. Ok breathing ...... well, now what the hell do you actually post? My life sucks, I don't have enough money - feel like shit and my family drives me insane? Whew, now I feel better!! I rarely remember my dreams, last trip was over Loki taking him outside and my biggest adventure recently was to Big Lots for Halloween leftovers. Hmmmm, Jagger did get green smiley faces all week in school, BTW, that denotes good behavior. Hmm still reaching here....Ok enough for the first time I almost feel violated...... http://xan4now.livejournal.com/490.html random sampling of my downloads random sampling of my downloads pensive public 1